Why now?
It's been years since I've added to my waist line. Years since I stopped moving and fell food into mouth for tasty eats. Who cares about this married mom of two? Who has something negative to say about me? Well no one. At least not to my face.
I once overheard my ex-boyfriend tell my bestie how he would take me to Cancun if I lost 20 lbs. When I caught him cheating on me the girl he was fucking told me that he didn't like me anymore because I was fat. Wow. Who knew? Truth was when I met him I was 21 years old & heavy into a severe heartbreak Taebo diet. I was the smallest I had ever been. I rocked tube tops & minis. I was that chick. You couldn't tell me nothing.
When we met I was years into my no pork, no beef, no processed foods, no soda lifestyle diet. In fact when he invited me to dinner he prepared two meals. Fish for me, steak for him. Six months later he offered me a piece of his steak. I declined. He offered again. Well okay just a little piece. It all came tumbling down after that. A piece turned into a whole porterhouse steak. The steak turned into a hamburger. The hamburger turned into hot dogs. That was over a decade ago. And while I still refrain from pork and soda I've been asking where's the beef ever since.
well my ex wife started mentioning to me i was gaining weight. because when i was with her i was at my physical best. so the second i started getting a little gut she was poking me telling me to handle it. when i found out she was cheating on me. the dude she cheated on me with was fat. lol. so looking at who ppl cheat on you with or what they say after they get caught has absolutely nothing about you. he was just a jerk. i'd rather my chick eat what she want and be herself then constantly denying herself food to keep up appearance. it's just food. it's just skin, bones, & fat anyway. enjoy your life, if you're healthy..then what's the problem?
ReplyDelete"when i found out she was cheating on me. the dude she cheated on me with was fat."
ReplyDeleteYup that's often how it goes.